Where did my sanity go? IT ABANDONED ME!!!!

psychological condition: Hmmm.... insane (as usual).... and crazy (that's nothing new) and talking to myself.... (and the only difference there is that usually I talk to myself.... but this time I'm talking to myself ON MSN).... yes.... INSANE!!!
audio anti-depressant: Some random music that I can't remember the name of....

Insanity.... there is nothing like the feeling of TALKING TO ONE'S SELF to send you insane. INSANE!!!! (The sad thing is, I started freaking my own self out.... I was supposed to be using my other email address to freak OTHER people out....)

Yes.... Overlord may have thought she was insane, but that's nothing compared to the insanity of the Shelfnut.

Here's a conversation which poor Overlord was part of..... yes, poor Overlord was a witness to this insanity. (Oh... and both Tinúviel and Berio i Hidh are me :P) (Ignore the times, I just couldn't be bothered deleting them all)

[10:59:18 PM] Ríne: how fun:P
[10:59:34 PM] Tinúviel: indeed
[10:59:40 PM] Ríne: yeah:P
[10:59:58 PM] (F)Berio i H: woah... this is confusing me... that wasn't the idea!!!!!
[11:00:05 PM] Ríne: heh:P
[11:00:07 PM] Ríne: wasn't it?:P
[11:00:26 PM] (F)Berio i H: i think this is the confusing thing:
[11:00:27 PM] (F)Berio i H: Tinúviel says: hello!
Berio i Hídh - I have a dead TV..... DEAD, I tell you says: hey!
[11:00:50 PM] Tinúviel: how weird, Emily.... you talk to yourself????
[11:00:52 PM] Ríne: heh
[11:00:57 PM] Ríne: indeed it is:P
[11:01:05 PM] Tinúviel: how sad
[11:01:16 PM] Ríne: extremely:P
[11:01:21 PM] (F)Berio i H: (you know... this is encouraging my insanity)
[11:01:38 PM] Ríne: (...it is indeed)
[11:01:44 PM] Ríne: (not that it needs it:P)
[11:02:50 PM] Tinúviel: no, indeed it does not
[11:02:59 PM] Ríne: uh huh
[11:03:11 PM] (F)Berio i H: (I think Tinúviel is slightly more sane that I am :P)
[11:03:19 PM] Ríne: (...............riiiight)
[11:03:21 PM] Tinúviel: am not!
[11:03:30 PM] Ríne: (okay....that just proved a lot of your insanity:P)
[11:03:50 PM] Tinúviel: I don't like this font
[11:03:56 PM] (F)Berio i H: yeah.... it's evil
[11:03:58 PM] Ríne: then change it:P
[11:04:35 PM] Tinúviel: this better?
[11:04:43 PM] Tinúviel: or this?
[11:04:47 PM] (F)Berio i H: hmm... dunno
[11:04:55 PM] Ríne: shrug
[11:05:29 PM] Tinúviel: ok... this is freaking me out...... Tinúviel is going offline now
[11:05:36 PM] Ríne: heh, kay:P
[11:05:36 PM] (F)Berio i H: noo!!!! Stay!!!!
[11:05:39 PM] Ríne: bye bye:P
[11:05:47 PM] Ríne: oh dear...why did I say bye bye?
[11:05:47 PM] Tinúviel: bye!!!!
[11:05:51 PM] Ríne: ................=/
[11:05:53 PM] (F)Berio i H: i don't know
[11:05:55 PM] Ríne: heh
[11:05:57 PM] Tinúviel has left the conversation.


You see that madness?????


Anyway.... guess what the Shelfnut has gone and done now......

STARTED MAKING CRANES AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

crane count: 138!!!!

..... so, you would have to say that the insanity of the Shelfnut is thriving well.... and has increased in insanity! Small problem..... where did my sanity go? I know I had it somewhere! I must have left it somewhere... but where oh where did my sanity go????? *wails*

(....Emily, what sanity?)

.... My SANITY!!!! I know I had it somewhere.... it ran away.... I know where it went.... it went to Middle Earth!!!! HOW DARE IT???? How dare my sanity go off to the place where I want to live and LEAVE ME HERE????? HOW COULD IT BE SO INCONSIDERATE?????????

*wails* Ai ai! Ha awarthant nin!!!!




(enough insanity for one day?.... yeah, I think so too)

Aegis is speaking!

psychological condition: Fine
audio anti-depressant:In the Land of Twilight Under the Moon

My fish Aegis wants to have a say in this blog...so...

Blob
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*splish splash*

there, that's all he wants to say, :)

Biology... and cannibalism....

psychological condition: Lonely
audio anti-depressant: Once again, the Jupiter Symphony!


Yes, you may ask why a vegetarian would want to speak about cannibalism, but we had much discussion about it in class today. However, perhaps the conversation which took place OUTSIDE the class will interest (and disturb) you most. Yes, our dear friend Fishie wondered aloud 'I wonder what human flesh would taste like'. Quite frankly, I don't want to know!!!! But Overlord *glares at Overlord*, far from disgusted, said 'I wonder if it would taste like chicken'. PEOPLES!!!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU????

Overlord has later taken back her statement. She doesn't reckon human would taste like chicken because:

Ríne: people are red meat, chicken is white
Ríne: unlikely to taste the same

Anyway... apart from these disturbing thoughts, I had a totally normal day...

...until I got home.

Both my mum and my step-dad are in Canberra, and they could not find anywhere for me to stay the night except alone in my own house, which feels strangely alien! I've decided I could not live alone. Too evil and quiet.... too empty!

And the problem: When alone, I have a tendancy to talk to myself. And then I half convince myself that I really have gone crazy this time (more that usual :P) and I should shut up or I will go insane. But it does not stop me talking to myself, only talking about not talking to myself, and then the whole brain of Shelfnut goes COMPLETELY MAD!!!!!

Drat.... why does a usually perfectly warm and cosy house seem dark (despite all the lights), cold (despite the heating) and quiet (despite the rain outside)???

Peoples.... have I really gone insane this time? Will people in white coats come for me soon? Oh please do not let my madness get any worse! I admit to my insanity, but HAVE I GONE INSANE?????

Ok.... this just encourages my talking to myself, so now I will shut up and end this disturbing rant.

Bye!



Berio i Hídh