Biology... and cannibalism....

psychological condition: Lonely
audio anti-depressant: Once again, the Jupiter Symphony!


Yes, you may ask why a vegetarian would want to speak about cannibalism, but we had much discussion about it in class today. However, perhaps the conversation which took place OUTSIDE the class will interest (and disturb) you most. Yes, our dear friend Fishie wondered aloud 'I wonder what human flesh would taste like'. Quite frankly, I don't want to know!!!! But Overlord *glares at Overlord*, far from disgusted, said 'I wonder if it would taste like chicken'. PEOPLES!!!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU????

Overlord has later taken back her statement. She doesn't reckon human would taste like chicken because:

Ríne: people are red meat, chicken is white
Ríne: unlikely to taste the same

Anyway... apart from these disturbing thoughts, I had a totally normal day...

...until I got home.

Both my mum and my step-dad are in Canberra, and they could not find anywhere for me to stay the night except alone in my own house, which feels strangely alien! I've decided I could not live alone. Too evil and quiet.... too empty!

And the problem: When alone, I have a tendancy to talk to myself. And then I half convince myself that I really have gone crazy this time (more that usual :P) and I should shut up or I will go insane. But it does not stop me talking to myself, only talking about not talking to myself, and then the whole brain of Shelfnut goes COMPLETELY MAD!!!!!

Drat.... why does a usually perfectly warm and cosy house seem dark (despite all the lights), cold (despite the heating) and quiet (despite the rain outside)???

Peoples.... have I really gone insane this time? Will people in white coats come for me soon? Oh please do not let my madness get any worse! I admit to my insanity, but HAVE I GONE INSANE?????

Ok.... this just encourages my talking to myself, so now I will shut up and end this disturbing rant.

Bye!



Berio i Hídh